Amazed to be back……..
Rejuvenated, full of spirit…….
Realizations and Truths surfacing the weak brain cells pumping in blood full of pure red….
While the Stars lay in their own way I fight them with God………
maybe victory just saw me in the crowd off lately….
and yet the Self lost somewhere……
Someone sent me a piece of art which now has added to the lost composure already slipping like sand……..
Demons “Good morning”
memories “flash back” ,
Anguish “Hello”…….
Hallelujah….by Jeff Buckley….
“There was a time when you let me knowWhat's really going on belowBut now you never show that to me do yaBut remember when I moved in youAnd the holy dove was moving tooAnd every breath we drew was HallelujahWell, maybe there's a God aboveBut all I've ever learned from loveWas how to shoot somebody who outdrew yaIt's not a cry that you hear at nightIt's not somebody who's seen the lightIt's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah”
Just as when things started to look better Ghosts appeared...
Tears moist the traded skin,
a sudden rush from the back doors fill in heart’s room with all dust and scratches…….
head turns sideways blowing hair cover eyes, blocking Vision …….
Red nerves bulge out in small eyes and white turns yellow ……..
warm drop rolls down……..
Just this morning yet a revelation took place……… just another call from Reality or so to say “Reality check”……………….
Will this ever stop………. Destiny is destined and Karma is ours……… who is to be hanged….. “Leaders are like Eagles …they fly alone” once my Hallelujah said ……you r wrong……… and again the storm from the Back doors reminded how right I was……
What I never understood…..
A long drive for you is an excursion; an long drive for me is escapism;
Laughter for you is happiness; laughter for me is hiding Agony;
A statement from you is decision; statement from me is juvenile;
A relation of you is sacred; a relation of me is sacrifice;
A smile from you to me is caring; a smile from me to you selfish;
Food you give me is Love; while what I cook is in return;
Your lies are innocence; mine Earthquake;
Your blood is red; my blood is white;
You get hurt; while Iam Smiling;
“Baby I've been here beforeI've seen this room and I've walked this floorI used to live alone before I knew yaI've seen your flag on the marble archBut love is not a victory marchIt's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah”
Hallelujah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
