Saturday, August 18, 2007

orphanage

why am i scared ????????????????/// iam sorry vin..... i couldnt complete the task u gave me............

my mind is not working bhai.........

the problem is the fear........ i have been brought up in a fearfull atmosphere....all my childhood i have been living in fear............ and this fear stops me everytime i want to do something.......i still look for approvals......... hence as i said previously...... iam nobody.......one of my friends said....you have broken the chain we people are still trying to .........she is so wrong........iam still chained......and iam nobody to break.......iam too weak today............... iam so weak today............. i will eventually destroy everysingle thing my people have worked for.....why did i even took birth........i never asked.............probably if they would've picked up a child from Orphanage it would've been better..........................................

1 comment:

Amish Vajpayee said...

You remind me of Conrad

"He cried in a whisper at some image, at some vision - he cried out twice, a cry that was no more than a breath - '"The horror! The horror!"

i dont feel the need to write, till you guys keep voicing my deepest arrr horrors. these last two posts are arguably closest to what i feel every damn morning...okay...but get a grip dude..anyways we are a dying breed..the world at lasrge conspires against us lets not be our own enemies..that and.. dil naa ummeed to nahin naakaam hi to hai...cheers for a glorious future..