The Free Will

So surrounded by fear……….where optimism has taken a complete back seat……
Directionless and hope less to some extent………………
Somewhere the inspiration to live is jetting away to oblivion…….
Somewhere the Evil has managed to overpower the good…….
Somewhere I feel that the devil inside me is taking over to the serenity I tried to maintain since months in hope of betterment……

Should I think like saint and forgive and forget…….or do I take lethal action…….is violence and fear the key to survival or goodness and forgiveness is the code of life…..
OR the bigger question……Goodness and forgiveness is the act of cowardice….
We are living in times where the systems designed to facilitate the HUMAN element has now chosen Governance to facilitate Evil…..

It’s not about the terror attack in Mumbai…..it’s not about my personal state….its not about American or Jews killed……

The larger and the correct picture have been flushed in the Pot where evil shits…….
The larger picture which I knew when I was a toddler and the picture which has been washed off like a fake coat of distemper in a rainy zone…..
The Larger picture that above us being a man or a woman…..a Hindu or Muslim…..an Indian or American or Pakistani…..being a middle class EXECUTIVE driving a Tata Indigo (the car for young executives !!!!) or a page three PLASTIC Celebrity who doesn’t know tits to toe…….
That’s what Iam talking about that while I feel plagued by all this and trying to express my feelings I myself have drifted to miniscule things and forgetting the larger picture that we WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HUMANS AND WERE SUPPOSED TO LIVE FREELY …..
“THE FREE WILL”