This is the End..... my only friend The End......

Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take.Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests.Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come.Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle. Something but the past and done.

I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile.I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well.I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave.I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down.

Mother Mary, won’t you whisper. Something but the past is done.

Why cant we not be sober. I just want to start things over.Why cant we sleep forever. I just want to start this over.

Eating out of the money provided by my parents……………..

Driving their paid car…………………

Fuelling in their petrol………………..

Living the life they gave me………………

Married the woman of their choice……………………..

Dying my own death…………………

I need to rescue Rudraksha…………………………………….

Detach myself from everything………………….

My so called found love is busy in her office working……………..

Or maybe scrapping her way to all possible attractive men she knows…

Who cares….

Aren’t we all just so FLAVOURS…………………….

The fact is “who the fuck am I”?

Where is VIPUL lost….

I know for sure I have been there for every single mother fucking soul I know……………and like you all even I feel the hunger to be cared about…………….to be the special one…………….to be wanted……….where are you all……….cant you see !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where are you my friend……………. Where are you GOD…………..pls help me God….pls…………………………………..


Where is me……

Iam sick of giving…………………..sick of lies………….sick of myself…………….and iam so coward that the END is just impossible………….