Self Indulgence

i just realised that i have a great ccapacity to destroy everything around me.......

orphanage

why am i scared ????????????????/// iam sorry vin..... i couldnt complete the task u gave me............

my mind is not working bhai.........

the problem is the fear........ i have been brought up in a fearfull atmosphere....all my childhood i have been living in fear............ and this fear stops me everytime i want to do something.......i still look for approvals......... hence as i said previously...... iam nobody.......one of my friends said....you have broken the chain we people are still trying to .........she is so wrong........iam still chained......and iam nobody to break.......iam too weak today............... iam so weak today............. i will eventually destroy everysingle thing my people have worked for.....why did i even took birth........i never asked.............probably if they would've picked up a child from Orphanage it would've been better..........................................

Devil..............................

not worth any thing............................. i cant handle relations.......................i cant handle my personal self......i cant handle my professional self....................... iam such a looser.........................my chest feels heavy............................i hear strange shouts in my ear..............
my vision is blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................................................i make people run away................iam the horror..........................the horror movie which is watched for inquisitiveness but it scares you......................................iam the Devil for who all are near and dear..................... stay away from me..........................................

Clausterphobic

Room with a view

Wellhe used to be a tailor,

Sewed those suits so fine

And he never heard a failure

And he never tasted wine.

And he used to be a leader

When he had someone to lead

And he used to be a father

When he had some mouths to feed

When he had some mouths to feed

And they say it never rains in L.A. county

But it gets cold enough to wish you had a few

And he laughs tonight and says:

I finally found me -A room with a view - how about you?

He was living in a castle that built with his own hands

Out of newspaper and cardboard he was living off the land

He was living off the landhe was living off the land

i miss my brother...........

miss you vasu....................... you have been the only true friend and brother...................... least i know you shall be there forever.................... least iam not an interesting profile or just another time pass...............................................................................................................for you.............. iam your brother.....and i shall be the only one in your life as a brother.........................

ha ha ha ha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think straight………….. I cant,

Think right………………. What’s right,

Give in ………………… give out,

Live in ………………….live out,

Survive ……………….. exist,

Provide……………….. I beg,

Steroid…………………. I am,

Greif…………………….. I swallow,

Honour ……………………….. too shallow,

Timeless………………………….. time lapse,

Intellect ……………………. Forget !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Work……………………… dismay,

Sadness ……………………… Room mate,

Virtue ………………………. Lost,

Self ……………………… Ghost,

Iam ………………………… nothing,

Nothing ……………………… ha ha ha ha ha ;