Another Phone call

Shall we give up the hope for survival……
Not insane….not a psycho definitely……
Not a hurt or demented soul,
Not a twisted and tattered head…..
Not a looser to succumb to Death,
Just feel lost and broken,
Not that hatred was in demand,
Not that demoralization was demanded,
Neither escapism prioratised…..
Have faith in ourselves,
Have trust in GOD,
Ourselves is gone,
GOD prefers sycophants,
Remember the old college song….
”Losing my religion” in, a different light.
Seeing EVIL win over again and again in front of truth……. Seeing Rape rule sweet love…….
Not a rebel…..not a runner…..
A fighter wounded beyond healing,
Yet the day starts with its beauty…..Birds chirp canaringly…..sun shines defining horizon…….
All, for the SATAN and evil……
GOOD and GOD, truth and righteousness, Faith and trust………… just another barcode on the Bible……just another barcode…….
Maybe today is the day…….maybe today it’s the Union……..may be today I shall ask????
Maybe today I shall ask?
A Dead parsi lying in dead ….vultures snipping twiks and pieces of flesh…….no pain …….just no soul to feel pain……something has gone wrong somewhere……..
God has been lost somewhere……
I am lost somewhere….
Iam GOD just GOD and I have a barcode…….you can buy me…….with money you made……. No more Satanic Verses……..
Finding emotions, smiles in FLICKS,
Eyes swell as a couple passes by on a motorbike,
Heart numbs when he shares his cappuccino with her,
Arrogance and loath on faces,
Dried out mouth, chipped lips…..
Blank vision XRAY induced,
I was brave then my father was…… I just gave bravery….
Weak fingers temples ache…..
Ears reside in low hearing aid…..
The birth of youth or dread of age…..
Yet hope remains……
Music plays within my brain, stare at the white I try and refrain……
Lost and found……..just so profound……
Which genre of linguistic chauvinism I use……the literate self felt so abused….
For all the word Iam short of word today…….for all the excellence has betrayed me today…..for all the faith GOD left me today…..just like a disoriented lover from past…..
Energy less and so confused…… for me I was a LIZARD KING…… yet feel so Mule…yet feel so mule….yet feel so mule….