Invisible

Stood there; Time lapse;
The kinds where an object stands still and time moves on;
Time lapse; yes that’s what I said;
Crowd walks past me; fire walks within me;
I stand still;
The new generation of time lapse;
The new generation of Therapy;
He jumped to take a dive in deep waters;
Landed flat on chest hard water hitting his chest;
Punch of a lifetime;
Sat there….where I’ve been used to sitting for since I’ve been born…..ate the way it’s always been……
Heard what I always heard…………
Unplanned unwanted child of filth……… just invisible….
The blame game begins…….. “Welcome to the world of Master boy”;
Yet only this time the Blame game seemed so gentle…..
Just so gentle…….
Just this time the picture cleared to a higher horizon….
Virtue flashed;
One wishes to Elope and other to opposite of whatever Elope means…..” stupid P.J”
I wish to shout and weep……. I couldn’t……I wanted to get affected I couldn’t……..
Is it oblivious state of mind or have I achieved the FUCK ALL mother of numbness……
This is the first time when I am unable to write what’s in my head……..
I can’t write a song……… it’s just all so wrong…….. I tried to be for you……..but how much I will do………u take me in your arms……….is that the price u pay………..now what did I do wrong………I just want u to stay……….. I opened up my heart……..u emptied out all love……….i buried up my self……….u sold my bones and nails………
Now what did I do wrong……….i didn’t plan it this way……..its time my child on the play……
Your father’s all so wrong……let them blame me to stay…….. and I will fight for you……...i already lost my part………would u choose me to them…… or would u so go away……..
Yes tears are so alive…….fell so dead inside……... this battle’s not of sorts………. This battle is my life…….this battle is my life……this battle is my life………………….