How much can one take ?
i left in the morning for my office, my phone starts to ring.....regular calls from the banks and creditors........Debitors wont pick my phone ...........
everytime these phonecalls come i switch off completely..... my brain stops to work !
its kind of been a ritual now.....
iam not strong enough to del with these all when iam trying to work as much as possible.....
on the Personal front is kindof same, no matter how much hard iam trying to give in its just never enough.........
heart aching pointors are only the words thrown again and again and again at me........
My trouble shooting skills are giving up on me.....
My intake of harsh words and emotional distress is making me insane.......
My GOD knows that i have been honest and true...........
My GOD knows i am trying my best to work out something better with a special one......
I just feel consumed by all this and i dont feel i have strength anymore to handle this.....
i cant take all the calls at the same time anymore......
Please GOD help me.......
Pls Help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont know how to answer what to answer when i recieve that distressed Phone call....... i myself am up till my neck and my reflexes for a nice conversation are no more working........
i really cant Deal with this all.............i cant.......i wish to ....but i cant........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i left in the morning for my office, my phone starts to ring.....regular calls from the banks and creditors........Debitors wont pick my phone ...........
everytime these phonecalls come i switch off completely..... my brain stops to work !
its kind of been a ritual now.....
iam not strong enough to del with these all when iam trying to work as much as possible.....
on the Personal front is kindof same, no matter how much hard iam trying to give in its just never enough.........
heart aching pointors are only the words thrown again and again and again at me........
My trouble shooting skills are giving up on me.....
My intake of harsh words and emotional distress is making me insane.......
My GOD knows that i have been honest and true...........
My GOD knows i am trying my best to work out something better with a special one......
I just feel consumed by all this and i dont feel i have strength anymore to handle this.....
i cant take all the calls at the same time anymore......
Please GOD help me.......
Pls Help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont know how to answer what to answer when i recieve that distressed Phone call....... i myself am up till my neck and my reflexes for a nice conversation are no more working........
i really cant Deal with this all.............i cant.......i wish to ....but i cant........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish i could empty my self to somone who would be listening to me for once and give me a solution..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6 comments:
God helps those who help themselves !!
Stand tall, upright, and repeatedly chant the divine mantra.. "I CAN OVERCOME".
Then.. leave the rest onto God, for HE shall ensure that YOU DO OVERCOME!!
Amen.
thanks a Ton my friend......... though i dont know you but still you speak of wisdom to me......accept my sincere regards.
You SHALL OVERCOME !
Keep going, keep making inroads into those jungles which though do not have a defined path today.. but because you would create them.. others too would have a way !
Have faith.. God is with you.. just keep chanting the divine mantra !
Take charge of Life !!
I would say that the Divine Mantra is the only truest light i have seen till now....
i know it too well!!!! God Is with me, with you and with everyone around us........
hope and faith is withing us.....
my fingers are weak as i write this...energy has dissappeared somewhere......feeling guilty as hell for what i havent committed.....angry on what has been.......but yet i know tonigt i shall again sleep and tomorrow i shall again wake up........
i feel God.....just that i dont see him..........
and if God reads this as i write.....then he/she would know i bow..... in Respect.....
If you're trying to achieve, there will be roadblocks. I've had them; everybody has had them. But obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
You can take it all, you don't need no help.
Air drums and showers
War.
dear Anonymous,
iam at the wall.....trying to climb it.........not self pity or agony.....just the state where i see no way out ........i agree everybody has roadblocks...... not that mine are bigger......just fighting like all of us Do.......
not giving up....just Giving in to GOD.........:)
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